[08 May 2005|08:49pm] [ mood | annoyed ] if you ever start to miss me, remember you were the one that let go.. So I think it might be time, time for me to keep on walking, and not look back. Maybe it just wasn't our time to shine. I've decided that I can't wait forever for you to make up ur mind. You had your entire world standing right in front of you, and you chose to look the other way. It hurts, I don't deny that. But time will be my healer. You turned out to be someone that I shouldn't want to be with, but you had so,so much potential, to be so much more than you are now. And you know what? It's not ok that you hurt me, but I am ok. I deserve more, & I know that now & maybe you knew that inside, that you couldn't give me that yet. So you set me free. We would've been so great, you would never have wished for more than I would've given you. But you never gave it a chance. So now you'll never know what could've been. Maybe someday you'll regret it, maybe someday you'll think it was the best decision you ever made, but maybe someday you'll see me walking, smiling and happy, along side someone who's also smiling and happy because he has my heart. Maybe then you'll stop and realize what you're missing. Because someday, someone is going to thank you for letting me go...I never thought I could give a part of me that I did . You took it , that's for sure . Well thanks for at least letting me realize I could love , because I started to question it . Oh , and thanks for also making me realize that I deserved to be loved , because I was starting to question that too . leave one.

wOoOoO [24 Feb 2005|05:19pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | You make me feel like daaaaancing ] Wooo! Last night the BITCH slept over! After the basketball game, we somehow managed to get my dad to take us to McDonalds to get us Happy Meals! "does ur sauce taste funny?" "uhh noo.." "oh. lemme try urs, maybe its better!" -haha. We stayed up til about 1..and i was over tired n i just kept talking, and nothing made sense!! "Whys everything always stuck up my ASS?!?!?!?!!" yeah...idk where that came from.. haha This morning we got up at around 11...and we were in the mood to MAKE SOMETHING. (Never good when trithy gets ahold of the oven or stove!) We called my mom and she said make coffee bars? haha the recipe didnt have the word SUGAR anywhere on it...so we decided to add it and put some sugar in there.. haha..then kristy made some kinda pasta stuff for lunch that my dog stole from her bowl when she left it on the floor.. =p Nothing beats standing on the windowsill dancing to the most gayest songs! hahaha...(i hope all the people who drove by saw) ;] well...i gotta go shower and eattttttt. comment<3 "Hes a dick wipe!" =D hahaha <3333 GBFL! -LiCi- I want to do [ exactly ] what 'you' did to me lead you on make you fall then let you go... (( effortlessly)) "4" leave one.

Yo this the bitch! [23 Feb 2005|11:08pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Big Butts :) ] yeah blah...obviously this is the bitch...LiCi's boring me right now so i decided to take the five minutes shes not talking nonsense and write to y'all.....i would just like to say that i absolutly HATE drama..and the stuck up no good dont bother looking at me people that cause it...they rly bug me...also i dnt like people who wanna be black...and i dont like people who are two faced....and i dont like people who tan! phew i feel better:) On the other hand...tonight was pretty fun! Darly was her crazy self as usual.."i said move like woah not like wo" hhehe too cute darly...cnt wait till we dye your hair! gonna have a blast on our kiRly night:) Cruz came! wow didnt think he was gonna show. Im glad he did! cant wait to hang out with him some other time...alcias mom wouldnt let us go out:( Well...now im gonna go play with my NEW MY LITTLE PONY toy from my happy meal!:) im so excited....i wonder what ill name this one! :0 GBFL!! baby! love us or hate us were on your mind bitches!:) <3 love always and forever Trithy Bitch!<3:p "3" leave one.

[22 Feb 2005|10:38pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Almost ] ah jst got back from Tayla's house. haha best time. Me Tayla, Payal, tyler & Chris went up tp the highschool to go sledding..tryed to go down standing up..but would only get so far then drop. lol. we stayed there til about 6, then taylas dad picked us all up and we all went to her house...played pool and darts..AND straightened Tylers hair..haha it didnt really work tho...it would stand straight up! so then i tryed braiding it..that didntr work either.. haha it was a fun night..but im tired so im going to bed..ill write tomorrow sometime <3 leave one.

Vacation! =) [21 Feb 2005|04:57pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Obsession ] Vacation so far has been good! :) Friday my cousin Kate came over after school around 3 and we picked Jess up from work...then went over to see Mick & Lyss! haha we helped Lyss pick outta dress for her dance...we hung aroudn with her til about 5 then me & kate went to the mall...we tryed on like 1 million prom dresses! (i liked this BIG puffy pink one..but no one else did! :( ) haha. after the mall i went back to kates til about 10:30. Saturday i went to Smithfield with Josh & Kate. We hadda get baby shower presents for my aunt. ah im so excited! They leave in March to go to China and adopt Emma!! =D Saturday night i went to see my sister at hre college. we had pizza and sat around n did nothing with Buggy. Then at like 10 i came home.. hung around the house and talked to Zayyerr on the phone for awhile til my mom got up and said i hadda get off. Blah. Sunday was kinda boring. Josh came over and i put corn rows in his hair. haha he looked gangsterrrr!!! ;) Kate came over at like 4 and we were verrrrrry bored so we just drove around n got coollattas! yum. yeah. it was an ok weekend but im sooooo glad its vacation! but i wish Tyler could drive. haha he said he will drive me places when he gets his liscense! (might be a while) :-p <333 leave one.

[21 Feb 2005|03:40pm] [ mood | crazy ] Yay! Daryl made my journal all pretty once again! =] <33333 "1" leave one.

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